Sunday, June 3, 2012

The Bildungsroman of Bianca Blue


I got very good at gritting my teeth,

it was easy
expected even,
under circumstances such as these

Who's to say?
You, they said,
You are to have the last say

if and when you want it,
especially under these pretenses

And if I told you I wanted it,
wanted it so badly that I could taste it,
you would tell me that I had only four senses long and long ago

this was difficult,
heartbreaking even,
in times like these

So I pushed down harder on my teeth,
and I grinned and bore it
and bored all of you in the interim,

what with my fiendish ways,
unwilling to make myself your proxy,
unwilling to climb the trenches in the name of nostalgia

but all of this was very simple,
elementary even,
in this story, in this allegory of ours

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