
It was embedded in her soul to go out there and look for darker times
Imprinted in her name
Year after year after year
she would go out in search of the day lamp
and forget about aging upward
as long as she could close her eyelids and see the rays right through,
she was still young enough
And she would never return
as anything less than half baked
up here, up here, and all over and around there
and in that way
It was all climbing into her mind
and only by the light was there the magnificence of trespassing
But she did this to herself
she was invincible
and convinced,
that could win the staring contest
And in that moment
under the Black Hole Sun
she tried desperately not to blink while her flesh sunk right in
until you could see nothing but the chunks of bone and her untouched Wayfarers
It was a glorious meltdown of sorts
and she became a disciple of Dali
fooled by its irreparable and intoxicating kiss
stirring the pot just enough to disappear
I think sometimes the light is not the direction we should be going in. Maybe we should take a moment to reflect and enjoy all that we might have!!!!!!
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