Connect Four

Playing detective suited me well---

because it was a fancy version of the blame game

and nowadays I was on the hunt

Calling a spade a spade was the perfect job for me---

because I didn't have to make any commitments

and nowadays it was all better left unsaid

Making false promises was a hobby of mine---

because hobbies are strengthened when you can't remember why you fell for them

from the get go

and nowadays I liked losing track of the get go

Drawing dots was all I was good at---

because I could never quite cross the line

and nowadays I smudged