Sunday, October 21, 2018

Ahem

all out of order—






I was doing this,


and I knew you knew,
and didn’t care—

Saturday, October 20, 2018

Straight Aways

It was enough


enough for now


enough to stop

enough not to start again—
and that was trust,
or at least a piece of it

Thursday, October 18, 2018

0000

It was all unending





all of it—

Wednesday, October 17, 2018

Hate Euphoria

I don’t,

I just really don’t like you—

like,
not even in the slightest,

and that feels amazing

Tuesday, October 16, 2018

Twice Sighed

Destruction sounded wonderful,
and productive,

and different than what you said it would be,

















very,
very different

Sunday, October 14, 2018

Short Stop

There was more,
and more,
and more to give,




I think I had just written it all off as a misunderstanding—

Saturday, October 13, 2018

Rotten So

I was crying about spilled milk,
like a lot,
too much,
 So much so that I couldn’t pick it up,
and I couldn’t see with enough foresight,
that you were weak,

but not just here there,
rotting like a corpse,

didn’t you have anything so say?

Didn’t you!?

Thursday, October 11, 2018

Jinx

There were reasons to do more,


I knew there were,

I just wasn’t sure what they were,
or will be—

Mouth Over Hand

We could do more,

you know,








instead of this—

Tuesday, October 9, 2018

Finger Linger

I didn't hide it,
why is everyone always blaming me,












seriously,
no questions,
don't answer that,

not at all,
and don't you wave that in my face,
certainly not now-- 

Facts

It was too hot.















And I hated all of this.
All of it—

Monday, October 8, 2018

Anyhow

This is all different,














different than I thought it would be,
and it hurt more than I thought it would,

and I didn't know why I couldn't resurface,

no one wanted me to anyhow,
anyhow



anyhow.